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to-have / to-buy (or sell) list [2009]
gaming rig before december comes.new earphones / headphones fallout 3 collector's edition call of duty modern warfare 2 left 4 dead an o level cert books / comics And Then There Were None / Agatha Christie A Certain Slant of Light / Laura Whitcomb Chosen, House of Night / P.C. Kristin Cast New Moon / Stephenie Meyer Eyeshield 21 Illustrations FIELD of COLOURS Vampire Knight Volume 8 Vampire Knight Volume 9 i can like numbers
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need i say more?
figure the navigations on your ownyou can thank me later. enjoy. in memory of Raihan, 16 October 2008 we miss you dearly. |
oh yeah? i'm designing a set of characters for the story. i'm designing their uniforms, too. they're visible at my dA. |
what. szeh 6ix April 1992 huh i like cakess pastry anything that's vanilla mammals, birds and all reptiles fruit milk and cheese drums books poetry reading cooking baking stories art photography pictures vehicles eating writing gaming shopping music mythology paranormal flowers linguistics foreign money anime manga drawing bells i collect foreign / local money manga (only those that i really like) books games ornaments plushies board games stationery dictionaries pencil cases drawing blocks / jotter pads notebooks recipes anything that is cute (i.e. food erasers) i cbfed with humbugs and twits. |
HEY WHAT'S GOIN' ON you'll be safe if you listen to: "Complex Image" by Ayane i am just toellie crazy for katekyo and eyeshield 21. what i am watching / reading: i'd be lying if i said nothing. Fairy Tail [Anime] Naruto Shippuden [Anime] Katekyo Hitman Reborn! [Anime] Kimi ni Todoke [Anime] Kimi ni Todoke [Manga] Kimi ga Suki [Manga] Sprout [Manga] A Spot of Bother [Book] what i have watched / read: Zettai Kareshi [Japanese Drama] Nobuta wo Produce [Japanese Drama] Hachimitsu to Kuroba [Japanese Drama] Kurosagi [Japanese Drama] Nodame Cantabile [Japanese Drama] Hanazakari no Kimitachi e [Japanese Drama] Hana Yori Dango [Japanese Drama] Hana Yori Dango 2 [Japanese Drama] Gokusen [Japanese Drama] Boys Before Flowers [Korean Drama] Witch Yoo Hee [Korean Drama] My Name is Kim Sam Soon [Korean Drama] My Girl [Korean Drama] Goong [Korean Drama] Spirited Away [Japanese Animated Film] Howl's Moving Castle [Japanese Animated Film] Tonari no Totoro [Japanese Animated Film] The Cat Returns [Japanese Animated Film] Final Fantasy VII Advent Children [CGI Film] Ouran Koukou Host Club [Anime] Kanon 2006 [Anime] Spice & Wolf [Anime] Ghost Hunt [Anime] Jigoku Shoujo [Anime] Karin [Anime] Rozen Maiden [Anime] Rozen Maiden: Träumend [Anime] Rozen Maiden: Ouvertüre [Anime] Yamato Nadeshiko Shichi Henge [Anime] Claymore [Anime] Tonagura! [Anime] Fruits Basket [Anime] Gakuen Alice [Anime] Chobits [Anime] La Corda D'oro [Anime] Ergo Proxy [Anime] Shugo Chara [Anime] Full Metal Panic! [Anime] Clannad [Anime] K-ON! [Anime] Hatsukoi Limited [Anime] Toradora! [Anime] Fate/Stay Night [Anime] Zettai Kareshi [Manga] Chobits [Manga] Alice 19th [Manga] Akuma de Sourou [Manga] MARS [Manga] Bloody Kiss [Manga] Othello [Manga] You're My Girlfriend [Manga] Taranta Ranta [Manga] Bitter Virgin [Manga] Sold Out! [Manga] Beast Master [Manga] Cat Street [Manga] Imadoki! [Manga] Koukou Debut [Manga] The Girl Who Leapt Through Time [Manga] Otomegokoro [Manga] A Child Called "It" [Book] The Raging Quiet [Book] The Curious Incident of the Dog in the Night-time [Book] Pendragon: The Merchant of Death [Book] a million little pieces [Book] Tears At Bedtime [Book] Marked, House of Night [Book] Betrayed, House of Night [Book] Twilight [Book] After the Funeral [Book] and some others that i can't recall. |
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Sunday, April 26, 2009
WHATTADRAG •
 heehe. i drew a vampire at 9 years old. it's a male. i'm thinking of a name for him, like Aerhick but urk BUT TONIKAKU by the way if you haven't please go and watch Sunadokei if you like jdrama. and watch K-ON! (thanks kath for intro-ing :p) if you like anime. i'm lovin' it because i love music. ugh. the thought of monday is shitty. it's polluting my brain with sewage and stink; enough to invite rats and roaches to live in my head. rats. rojak. rats. rojak. i'm gonna bathe. i'm finishing my Tears At Bedtime! no i haven't been drinking my tears at bedtime it's a book. YAAAA it has gotten interesting somehow somewhat for some reason sometimes.   this bear watched the cloud beside it as it shitted stars while smiling at 9:14 PM.Wednesday, April 22, 2009
when you sneeze don't try to stop it by pinching your nose because you'll get brain cancer •
 sentosa picturee :Di'm good. and i'm taking a day off from cs2 today. i've been drawing almost every single day. i hope the schoolwork or homework given in school isn't stockpiling itself if not i am screwed. screeweed i had cornflakes for breakfast at 7 and i went to bathe after i ate cornflakes and checked phone messages and read my new book i started on it yesterday night. it is very first-person-narrativeish there is little dialogue there are a lot of mental processes. to sum it up it is very draggy so far, i'm at page 124 and i'm not quite into it but well, i'm going to complete the book anyways. after i'm done with it i'm going to buy another book and i'll be sure to read the comments and ratings carefully because i don't wanna get something i don't like or don't enjoy reading anymore. the title of the book is Tears At Midnight. i'd suggest that you not buy it; the book imo is very dull. i'm gonna start writing something. EDIT 1:37 NOON i still drew something with photoshop even though i said i'll take a day off. MY HAND HAS TAKEN ITS TOLL ON ME i say i can finally draw splatters. (they're with my siggy if you don't see it) and i think i can colour hair now. i wrote everything and drew everything in there. no fonts and no splatter brushes.  this bear watched the cloud beside it as it shitted stars while smiling at 9:29 AM.Tuesday, April 21, 2009
G2BG •
 Revy as i type my stomach is churning like a egg mixer food processor juice extractor bar blender you name it. it hurts like hell because i ate too late and i thought milk would cure but it's making it worst because i drank cold milk. it hurts like hell, it does. still there is a glass of cold milk before me and i'm drinking it as slowly as i can. i take a mouthful, i hold it i let it stay in my mouth until it's not cold anymore and i swallow it. sorry to be so disgusting but it is what i am doing now. besides that, i'm done with a million little pieces by James Frey. i'm getting influenced by the way he writes. repeating things 3 to 4 times. ouch. it's my stomach. currently i feel as if my stomach's getting digested together with the milk and porridge and rice. i only had peanuts as a side dish because i didn't feel like eating the vegetables the fish or the meat. i don't know why but i just scooped peanuts and peanuts onto my plate and it tasted boring because it's just rice + porridge + canned peanuts together each time i stuff a spoonful into my mouth. ouch it hurts again and i was absent from school today because i wasn't feeling well i slept in. went to the doctor after i woke up at about 11am my throat was sore and wow the doctor gave me 2 days off from school. he only gave me 1 day off the other time i had a fever and cough. i'm so scared scared and scared. ouch. i should buy 3 clocks and put them on my computer table and set 3 alarms for breakfast lunch and dinner and maybe set my handphone's alarm to remind me to sleep. i don't want to feel this vac ever again in my tummy in my body anymore. it's sucking me dry and it's still hurting. i don't know why it's still hurting but it's as if the porridge and rice and peanuts and milk i just ate and drank went into a mini black hole in my stomach since it's not dealing with the hurt in my stomach. after i went to see the doctor just now at about 3pm (11am - 3pm because i went to see the doc and then my mom brought me to the coffeeshop for lunch ouch) i went home and did posters 2 posters to remind me to drink 8 glasses of water a day and also to eat fruits everyday. i coloured the apple and the water. i'm going to rest and read my new book once the pain is gone. this bear watched the cloud beside it as it shitted stars while smiling at 10:40 PM.Sunday, April 19, 2009
hell yeah, i'm hella bored •
 fresh from my cs2.my tablet is working. i figured (after 4 days) that it was not due to the usb cable but the battery in the tablet pen itself. it's flat. oh silly, silly, it was just the battery. please sing the italics in tune to We Belong Together by Mariah Carey i woke up at 10 am today and i stared at my calendar. it's April and the picture is a picture of 2 Canadian geese and their gooslings. and then i read the quote that was on that picture. it said "The best and most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen or touched; they must be felt with the heart." lol really. they gotta be eaten imo because that's how you deal with the best oysters and mussels in the world. lol really. they gotta be captured with a camera because that's what you do when you see a beautiful and blooming kanzan. thanks. there was once when i was bored, i typed "funny quotes" into google and i clicked on the first link i see. it wasn't amusing at all. how was it "funny" in any way? maybe it was funny to people who have a bad sense of humour. then it reminded me of people i meet everyday. then it reminded me of myself. i used to make the people in my group laugh a lot. just recently, they stopped laughing. that's when i realized that i shouldn't speak more than what is required. it's debasing and it's disgusting to look at people stare at you with a look that is obviously saying Hey why are you trying so hard, it's not funny so please stop clowning because even clowns are funnier. that's why i don't like to try too hard. i don't want to please anyone. there is no need to. what for. fucking yuck. this bear watched the cloud beside it as it shitted stars while smiling at 4:31 PM.Saturday, April 18, 2009
save yourself. •
 that's an old thing, i forgot to post it.hope the presents were lovable. went to Manpuku yesterday at T1 with P4 and HOCKY for dinner. the food there was just average. commendable oysters though. haha. they're huge. i loved the sweet soy sauce skewered dango. and the ice-cream! the ice-cream was really green-tea-ish. after eating there (didn't get a chance to eat their pies and tarts because i was too full :s) we went to central park. then they got a cake for Jo and Yuping. it was a nice cake from polar and there were raisins in it but i ate them anyway. then Jo opened the pressie from us and she looked pleased with it and i'm glad she liked it :D i summarized everything since it'll be really boring if i entered everything in detail. i overslept for cross-country so i'll be expecting detention on monday. i look forward to school. other than that could you please grow the fuck up? could you please grow the fuck up? you don't need to repeat your questions a fuckabillion times for someone to interpret it. because they're not dumb. no one in the right state of mind enjoys listening to questions being repeated over and over like some faulty cassette. we can speak normally in 2009. were you, by any chance, stuck in 2008? learn how to survive before doing anything else. learn how to question before doing anything else. learn your fundamentals as a human being before doing anything else. i'm not gonna "practice makes perfect; but since life isn't perfect, why practice" because that's fuckin trite and i don't believe in that sentence at all. practicing creates wonders. changing your attitude creates wonders. having self-control creates wonders. so could you please grow the fuck up? please is what you say in order to be polite and fuck is the exact opposite. that's neutralizing. i'm not interested in you weeping. i'm not interested in you failing. not interesting anything related to you anymore. i don't want to care or bother caring. the reason because it's a waste of effort, time and concern. i won't oblige in helping people who can't be fucked about themselves. sometimes i love you and sometimes i hate you to the point where i feel like my guts are boiling. you're an angel and a pest. you're a jewel and you're dirt. you're lovable and you're loathsome. you make me happy and you make me sad. you make me angry and you make me glad. sometimes i wonder who the hell you are. or why did i have such a friend. or where else can i find someone like you. or how on earth does this brain work. or how the heck can anyone be as unreasonable as you. or how can anyone be so selfish. i'd like to ask you those questions. you won't be able to answer any of them, because whenever i ask you something, your answer will always be "anything". i hate people who tell me that. leaving others hanging because they can't make up their minds. saying "anything" this "anything" that is being selfish. you just want to push the question away and let others decide for you. it's lazy and it's irritating, i hate it. i don't like people with no opinions. this bear watched the cloud beside it as it shitted stars while smiling at 10:17 PM.Monday, April 13, 2009
RESURRECTION •
 DON'T LAUGH because it's not funny :| that's why i didn't insert a smiley emoticon before the word "that's" in this sentence. you should totally view it in its full size JUST CLICK ON THE PICTURE. it's effortless.i haven't drawn with a mouse in a long time. i haven't drawn in ms paint in a long time ever since i got my cs2. this picture was MXDP inspired. she had this jay chou pic in her msn dp with sunglasses then it just suddenly made me wanna try drawing on ms paint BUT OF COURSE it didn't turn out jay chou-ish but yeah. you get whatta mean. WATTA! tomorrow is the *** *** ********** *** ********* *** ***. hangman/woman with no clues, good luck. and here i am THINKING that i got all my stuff ready but NO A LOT OF THINGS ARE MISSING. (btw if i typo-ed this it'll be KISSING because K is right above M. not funny but i thought i'd point it out anyway because i just typed KISSING a moment ago but i changed it. i don't think you get it but i do so i think you need to drink more tonic.) seriously literally practically, no shit. hahaha. i'm gonna freakin' die tomorrow. hahaha. i should i go out in the middle of the night just to buy the stuff. whatevh. what did i do in school today. read nap sleep write sneeze nap eat type stare at the computer sit on my butt write fan myself with my uniform take off my shoes wear my shoes wipe my sweat eat a sweet I ALMOST TYPED EAT A SWEAT eat after school eat again go home chant eat oreo watch the tv sit on my butt msn music thumbdrive microsoft word microsoft paint vocab book blog. of course, brush my teeth wash my face sleep later. i see my hardcover diary resting on my table and i haven't touched it in 2 years. maybe just 1. i remember writing last year, but maybe i only wrote once. i'm awesome. if you haven't and you like martial arts, you should watch Shijou Saikyou No Deshi Kenichi (ANIME) and disregard the shounen elements in there. i just started on it yesterday, it's pretty good. i doubt i'll be watching it any time soon since i don't feel like it's time to spend hours sitting infront of the computer watching anime, since i am taking BIG exams this year. i don't wanna see shit on it when i get it back. i don't know why i am telling people to watch it. maybe i shouldn't. so don't, watch it after o levels. sorry. i have to go for math remedial in the morning tomorrow. noooo i gotta reach there by 7:15 but yeeees i want to improve. this bear watched the cloud beside it as it shitted stars while smiling at 8:05 PM.Friday, April 10, 2009
HICCCC •
 is this your house? how lovely. going to T1 with P4 and HOCY later. i'm not ready yet but i will be soon. went to pay my livejournal account a visit and it felt nostalgic. before i got on my computer i was clearing away the dust on my computer table. i haven't done housework in awhile. maybe clearing away dust is not a household chore BUT STILL it is a chore to me. i am satisfied about how it looks now. my table and workspace. i should've took photos of the before and after. but pif, not like i can transfer them into my computer anyway so i didn't bother. TOO BAD. i could've showed you my stuff toys, too. and my pillow. i woke up at 6 today. i told my mom to set the alarm clock, even though it's good friday. SO WHAT IF IT'S GOOD FRIDAY. it's just another weekday. but it's a holiday and i'm happy and i wanted to wake up early so i could spend the day fully. though i'm going out to a crowded-as-fuck place later. i don't know why i'm going. i don't like to shop in crowded-as-fuck places. i don't like moving around in crowded-as-fuck places, either. you move like a snail in places like that. because everyone is infront beside behind on top of you. maybe not the on top of you part but they're all around you and there are no spaces between you and them and they are people you don't know. you even smell their body odour and their bad breath. if they sweat, that'll be even better. free adhesive. URK. i haven't watched anime in a loooong time. none of them engage me now. i even stopped watching korean dramas. maybe i'll resume after i finish every exam. although i'm at the 3rd last episode of boys before flowers. ha ha ha. my emails are sitting in my inbox and i'm not checking them, eventhough i know that i should. maybe i should go back to livejournal. i like the post format there. maybe someday you'll see something like "I HAVE CHANGED MY BLOG LINK! PLEASE RELINK!" but HAHA NO you can relink your ass. i won't even tell you what the link is gonna be EVEN if i change my blog URL. fat hope.  i feel sorry you. this bear watched the cloud beside it as it shitted stars while smiling at 9:43 AM.Thursday, April 9, 2009
i'm still listening to pitbull and i'm not sick of it. yet. •
 kissy kissy :D I'VE NEVER TOUCHED A DOLPHIN BEFORE. DAMN. you wear them whenever you see fit. before english oral remedial during class there was a string of tests for everybody. first it was math then it was english; or was it english first? don't mind. then the chinese students had their chinese test. it was some sort of test marathon. it was puke. my compo's probably going to score lesser than 19, which was what i had for my first draft. reason because i wasn't following the plan and mindmaps i did. in the end i had to EDIT my mindmaps and plans. what the heck, huh. what the heck indeed. and for english oral remedial after school, we had this test going on. for picture discussion. err. well. i had the ideas of what to say, but ooh crap - i was disorganized. my descriptions hopped from left to right and stuff. i wish english oral was only reading and just reading. reading would be much better but at the same time, i think it'll be too nicey-nice of them to test us solely on reading. it'll give me a goddamn scare. tampines 1 is opening tomorrow. i mean it opened today. i heard from my sister-in-law that the Diploma in Film, Sound & Video is a tough course to get in. she opted for it before, and she told me last saturday (when we were celebrating my glorious birthday) that you gotta take a written english exam so that they can perceive your level of english. AND THEN if you pass, you gotta go for a panel interview. meaning there will be a few people there and a chair in the middle and you sit on your ass on that chair and they sit on their butts on their chairs and they interview you. 4 vs 1. brrr. i can feel my neck hair stand. it's scary but it's something that i want. and before i can get it i got to work like a lamb or cow or horse or farmer to be CLOSE to it. i always sigh at the thought of O levels. but i smile at the thought of how quickly a year will end. then i frown again at the thought of how little time i have to study and perfect the subjects that i'm taking. sigh smile frown sigh smile frown O levels make me PMS. rinse and repeat. this bear watched the cloud beside it as it shitted stars while smiling at 4:17 PM.Wednesday, April 8, 2009
embezzle is a pretty word with a bad meaning •
something i took using my handphone while doing math homework and drinking water. thanks to kath for sending me the photos. ;)  it hurts my eyes and it makes my eyes feel uncomfortable. as if the light from the monitor is blinding but i cbfed because i'm going to bed after this. yeah, it's already 8 april. damn. my birthday is over. but i enjoyed my birthday! i loved all the presents i got from everyone. olivia and kathleen got me a huge. HUGE daikon and it is extremely adorable. cecelia and kayxian got me a pink panther! P4 got me a animated capybara!!!! they are all super cute. my eldest brother Mark and his wife got me a few things, too lazy to list them out but yeah. my 2nd eldest brother Melvin got me a pair of earrings. they're beautiful :) i love my parents brothers my friends my aunt and uncle. thank you all for everything. i think i don't want anymore plushies for the rest of the year.. they take up half of my sleeping space in bed and i don't wanna keep them. if i get anymore i'll be sleeping atop of them. spent a fulfilling day at sentosa on 4th april with HOCKY to celebrate my birthday. had a picnic there and we did potluck and we each brought something to eat. our day at sentosa is much more interesting than what i described it as okay. it's because i'm tired and i'm about to go into screensaver mode that's why it sounds so dull. i even took a nap before this. i sunburnt my scalp but it's ok now. no peeling, so thank goodness. i also got a little tanned. A LITTLE IS A LITTLE. and after sentosa i had to go back home for Round #2; to celebrate my birthday with my family members. had dinner together in the kitchen, watched tv, cake-cutting, presents, red packets and they went home. it didn't happen in 1 shot of course. duh. this friday is good friday. it's a holiday. FOR SURE. so what. holidays = holiday homework. even though it's only 1 day but i'm still glad to get a day off from school stuff. my f&n coursework is going okay. oh right. i might as well use this to do this if anyone of you have little siblings that are aged 3-6 and are attending day nurseries, please help me with a survey. if you don't but your relatives / married siblings have children aged 3-6 + attending day nurseries, please help me with the survey. i can pass you the survey in school. serious business. if you're giggling because it's silly to advertise, you have a bad sense of humour. bad. your brains are probably rotting and deteriorating without you knowing it. i've been listening to pitbull. hahaha. i dunno, i like his songs. AND children of the sandstorm. he's obviously better than T.I. i want 8 siberian huskies and a bungalow built in the middle of orchard road and i want singapore to be covered in snow so that my huskies can get some exercise. we can go sledging. i want to eat abalones everyday until i get so sick of it so i throw up into a toilet bowl that has your face on it. i want a room solely for gaming computers and i can do a lan party at home. i want the sims 3 collector's edition before june. YOU CAN HAVE WHATEVER YOU LIIIKE. YOU CAN HAVE WHATEVER YOU LIIIKE. oh, really? as fucking if. i am learning japanese. i wanted to learn korean but i thought learning japanese first would be easier since i can understand and read crumbs of it. i am still reading a million little pieces by James Frey. almost done, though. /SNORE this bear watched the cloud beside it as it shitted stars while smiling at 10:05 PM. |