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to-have / to-buy (or sell) list [2009]
gaming rig before december comes.new earphones / headphones fallout 3 collector's edition call of duty modern warfare 2 left 4 dead an o level cert books / comics And Then There Were None / Agatha Christie A Certain Slant of Light / Laura Whitcomb Chosen, House of Night / P.C. Kristin Cast New Moon / Stephenie Meyer Eyeshield 21 Illustrations FIELD of COLOURS Vampire Knight Volume 8 Vampire Knight Volume 9 i can like numbers
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need i say more?
figure the navigations on your ownyou can thank me later. enjoy. in memory of Raihan, 16 October 2008 we miss you dearly. |
oh yeah? i'm designing a set of characters for the story. i'm designing their uniforms, too. they're visible at my dA. |
what. szeh 6ix April 1992 huh i like cakess pastry anything that's vanilla mammals, birds and all reptiles fruit milk and cheese drums books poetry reading cooking baking stories art photography pictures vehicles eating writing gaming shopping music mythology paranormal flowers linguistics foreign money anime manga drawing bells i collect foreign / local money manga (only those that i really like) books games ornaments plushies board games stationery dictionaries pencil cases drawing blocks / jotter pads notebooks recipes anything that is cute (i.e. food erasers) i cbfed with humbugs and twits. |
HEY WHAT'S GOIN' ON you'll be safe if you listen to: "Complex Image" by Ayane i am just toellie crazy for katekyo and eyeshield 21. what i am watching / reading: i'd be lying if i said nothing. Fairy Tail [Anime] Naruto Shippuden [Anime] Katekyo Hitman Reborn! [Anime] Kimi ni Todoke [Anime] Kimi ni Todoke [Manga] Kimi ga Suki [Manga] Sprout [Manga] A Spot of Bother [Book] what i have watched / read: Zettai Kareshi [Japanese Drama] Nobuta wo Produce [Japanese Drama] Hachimitsu to Kuroba [Japanese Drama] Kurosagi [Japanese Drama] Nodame Cantabile [Japanese Drama] Hanazakari no Kimitachi e [Japanese Drama] Hana Yori Dango [Japanese Drama] Hana Yori Dango 2 [Japanese Drama] Gokusen [Japanese Drama] Boys Before Flowers [Korean Drama] Witch Yoo Hee [Korean Drama] My Name is Kim Sam Soon [Korean Drama] My Girl [Korean Drama] Goong [Korean Drama] Spirited Away [Japanese Animated Film] Howl's Moving Castle [Japanese Animated Film] Tonari no Totoro [Japanese Animated Film] The Cat Returns [Japanese Animated Film] Final Fantasy VII Advent Children [CGI Film] Ouran Koukou Host Club [Anime] Kanon 2006 [Anime] Spice & Wolf [Anime] Ghost Hunt [Anime] Jigoku Shoujo [Anime] Karin [Anime] Rozen Maiden [Anime] Rozen Maiden: Träumend [Anime] Rozen Maiden: Ouvertüre [Anime] Yamato Nadeshiko Shichi Henge [Anime] Claymore [Anime] Tonagura! [Anime] Fruits Basket [Anime] Gakuen Alice [Anime] Chobits [Anime] La Corda D'oro [Anime] Ergo Proxy [Anime] Shugo Chara [Anime] Full Metal Panic! [Anime] Clannad [Anime] K-ON! [Anime] Hatsukoi Limited [Anime] Toradora! [Anime] Fate/Stay Night [Anime] Zettai Kareshi [Manga] Chobits [Manga] Alice 19th [Manga] Akuma de Sourou [Manga] MARS [Manga] Bloody Kiss [Manga] Othello [Manga] You're My Girlfriend [Manga] Taranta Ranta [Manga] Bitter Virgin [Manga] Sold Out! [Manga] Beast Master [Manga] Cat Street [Manga] Imadoki! [Manga] Koukou Debut [Manga] The Girl Who Leapt Through Time [Manga] Otomegokoro [Manga] A Child Called "It" [Book] The Raging Quiet [Book] The Curious Incident of the Dog in the Night-time [Book] Pendragon: The Merchant of Death [Book] a million little pieces [Book] Tears At Bedtime [Book] Marked, House of Night [Book] Betrayed, House of Night [Book] Twilight [Book] After the Funeral [Book] and some others that i can't recall. |
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Sunday, March 29, 2009
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 i like owls. i like biology and i like heredity and i like cats.i have english homework. i am stuck at a question and i don't have the answer. but i will write in something anyway. april is arriving. olivia's birthday is arriving. my birthday is arriving. kayxian's birthday is arriving. yuping's birthday is arriving. so many birthdays. so many cakes to eat. i love cakes. we had vanilla cake for huijia's birthday-bbq. delish. we had durian cake for olivia's birthday (celebrated it last friday). she was touched. i doubt i'm going to use the computer anymore during weekdays. if possible, i don't want to use it at all. but i still have to use it because i need to do my coursework. i don't like my computer. not anymore. i used to love it. but i don't. not anymore. because i can't play my favourite games on it. it's too old for new games :D age is catching up with my senior citizen computer. food is awful. i have no appetite for food. i've been napping a lot. i nap almost everyday after school till 9pm. it feels weird but i still do it. it feels weird waking up at 9pm when everyone else looks so tired. you eat dinner alone at 9pm. you miss your favourite tv programs. when you wake up at 9pm it feels as if you missed out a whole day. school is exhausting. it feels funny doing homework at 9pm. there was Earth hour yesterday. i knew nothing about it until i went online. jiunn keong was on. and his nick was something like IT'S EARTH HOUR. TURN OFF ALL YOUR LIGHTS FROM 8:30 - 9:30pm. even my other online friends had something similar to his as their msn nicknames. why are they even using the computer. i don't know. what's going to happen after 9:30pm? everyone will turn on their electrical appliances together and energy will deplete even faster. i love the Earth. i love the Earth but not everyone loves the Earth. i may be the only one. i may be one out of 5. i may be one out of 10000. if everyone was that obedient, life is going to suck. life is going to be shittier than shit. there might not be shit anymore because no one wants to shit because no one wants to make life tough for the people working at the sewage because they are so kind. life is going to be morose. the person working at the 4D booth will be so pissed because everyone in line will be saying "after you" and smiling. everyone is going take something from a shop and leave and it won't be shoplifting because the shop owner said they could take whatever they liked. when it's your birthday, it'll be broadcasted and everyone around you will get you gifts immediately because they say you deserve it and because it's your birthday. i'd freak out. i'd freak out because i gotta do the same for everyone everyday. i'd commit suicide and pray to be born as an animal in my latter lives because life as an animal would be great without animal abuse. i won't need to get presents for people i don't know every single day. life will only be fine when it's normal. life will only be normal when there are no toxins nor threats. no fur farms and no abuse. humans invent things to kill themselves.   this bear watched the cloud beside it as it shitted stars while smiling at 6:46 PM.Saturday, March 28, 2009
as if i fucking know •
yer, this is the goddamn intro.i went to jam today with julian, faeez, raihan and huijia. i never knew i sucked so much on the drums. it was the first time i felt like shit when a drumset is right infront of me and within reach. it felt like shit. it seriously felt like shit. it felt like shit. it felt like shit. suddenly today i realised that i should've treated you better. i should've cared for you more. i shouldn't have said that i don't give a fuck about you. i shouldn't have ignored your phone call. i should've spoken to you more. i should've visited you when i had the chance to. i should've told you that i cared for you. i should've told you that i love you and i wanted you to get better. i still love you. i should've let you tried the stuff i baked. i should've made something for you. i should've got you birthday presents on your birthday. i never got to ask when your birthday was because before i disliked you, i was not your close friend. after i stopped the hate, you were gone. i lost my only chance. i am so ungrateful to what i had. i am ashamed of myself. my head feels as if it may explode any moment, minute or second. my heart is throbbing and my blood is boiled. i am angry at myself and disappointed in how i lived my life in the past. my eyes are bloodshot, as if they're ripe. i am trembling even though there will never be winter. i am so dumb. i am so dumb. i am so fucking stupid that stupidity is seeping through my skin and gushing from my pores. i should've cherished what i had. i should've realised that you can never be replaced by anyone. no one is like you. no one can be like you. no one looks like you. no one talks like you. no one will encourage me like you. no one will point out my flaws like you. no one was as brave as you. no one can be you. no one can be you. no one can be you. no one can be you. no one. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you, i really do. i wish you were here. i wish we could play music together again. i wish you could teach me the drums again. i wish you could tell me more jokes. i wish you could sit beside me and share your troubles with me. i want to laugh with you. i want to argue with you. i want to feel stupid with you. i want to do silly things together with you. i want to talk about others with you. i want to share things with you. i want to cry with you, not about you. nothing will make me feel better. i am at home. i can't cry. i can't cry. i can't cry. my parents will question me. my brothers will not see me. no one else is available. no one. no one. whenever i think of you, i feel sad. i feel sad because the person i am thinking of is not here anymore. i will not see the person anymore. i will not feel the person anymore. i will not smell the person anymore. i will not hear the person anymore. he is not alive. he is not alive. he is not alive anymore. i am pathetic. i am pathetic. i am overly pathetic. i used the drumsticks you gave me today, but i played like a loser. i am sorry. i am sorry. i am sorry. i bet you were disgusted. i am sorry. i am sorry. i miss you. i miss you. Raihan. i miss you dearly. i won't ever forget you. you will always be my band leader. i'll miss you forever. this bear watched the cloud beside it as it shitted stars while smiling at 10:55 PM.Monday, March 16, 2009
YOU MUST DO THESE. •
found them on huijia's blog, LOL.http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx Your view on yourself: You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties. The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for: You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.Your readiness to commit to a relationship: You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.The seriousness of your love: You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.Your views on education Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.The right job for you: You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.How do you view success: You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.What are you most afraid of: You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.Who is your true self: You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.and http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test36.aspx Your ideal mate has a sense of humor and is lively. You always compare yourself with others. You make your wishes too difficult to come true. No effort, no success. That's your attitudes towards success. You are a person of principle. You respect social rules and regulations. You are able to adapt and respond to changes. You think life is always uncertain. i'm not done yet. and http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test6.aspx You have a complicated personality. How ambitious you are depends on the height that you answered, which is: peak. You are stubborn, the size of this personality as seen by others is small. Glass means fragile personality. You are also unpredictable, wild and exciting. You are not an opportunist. Your best friend is the one you need when you are in trouble. Happy 15th Birthday MX!! i know it's not 15 March anymore and i'm not using "belated" since you're going to be 15 for the rest of the year. haha! hope you liked the jersey we got for you :D i'm too lazy to list out the things i did today but i know that I AM LOOKING FORWARD TO THE BBQ BYE this bear watched the cloud beside it as it shitted stars while smiling at 11:41 PM.Saturday, March 14, 2009
green •
 hinaichigomy brother's gf is coming over for dinner tonight. oh actually, she's already here O__O. i am at home because my mother won't let me go to the IT fair at Suntec because i'm still coughing and my nose is blocked again and she thinks the air-con there will make me feel worse. so i asked my brother to buy a pretzel for me before coming home. heehe. i got him to help me grab some brochures too. staying at home is extremely boring and it's lame and it's stuffy and you can't spend money and you can't laugh with your friends. i spent my midnight yesterday doing coursework amendments. it's not fun but at least it killed some time because i had to wait for my medicine hour. how many people do you think uses LOL / lol and literally laugh out loud? not more than 22% i bet. and i'm part of the 78%. it's 4:19pm and i'm still not done with my post so i am going to conclude it now. i got my mom's permission to go out with my friends laterrrr to TM to get somethingggg. ^__^ toods. this bear watched the cloud beside it as it shitted stars while smiling at 2:22 PM.i can't decide on a post title •
 i can't remember what i searched for on google that fetched me that cool picture. it was cool so i saved it.uh, my nose is unblocked now. it was blocked this morning. but i can't smell anything for some reason. i don't know why but at least i can breathe through my nose now. it's enjoyable. i have fun breathing through my nose. you should try it too. i removed the blog player.. HUZZAH. you're probably rejoicing because the player was so annoying. know why? because i found it annoying too. i pleaded my bro to bring me to the IT fair tomorrow to look at CPUs and printers. he said OK but he said he'll confirm with me at home and now he's in his room sleeping since the moment he got home and hasn't spoken a word to me about tomorrow. i guess he's just darn tired after work. SNORE. he's got a girlfriend~ :O feeweet. he brought her home before but i wasn't at home that day because i was doing homework at KFC. damn, man. my mother described her as "taller than me", "much tanner than me", "long hair", and uhh what else ah. oh. "well-mannered". i hope i get to see her soon. her name is Serene. sorry i should've said her name first. hahah. on the cool side, i caught santa flying pass my tower. it was coincidential. i doubt any of you will get it but then again, you're reading what you see here, not what you want to see. if you feel offended because santa is one of your ancestors then i feel sorry for you. for inheriting his white hair and white everything else. merry christmas natheless.  i went to deposit some money after i went to the doctor. thankfully the bank wasn't crowded. it's expected. friday and late in the morning. i have beep in my bank nowww. it's not a lot but i'm another step closer to getting a new CPU. other than all the good stuff i'm still coughing like a.. coughing like a person with a cough. it's boring. no more KFC for me. for the next 8102983 days i guess. i removed a digit to make sure no one calls it. see ya. this bear watched the cloud beside it as it shitted stars while smiling at 1:46 AM.Thursday, March 12, 2009
this is the year of the cow :D and its dung. •
"Life is like a roller coaster." oh yeah?i haven't sat on one before. but surely, life is worse than a that. IF life is like a roller coaster, then what are the other rides in the amusement park? dunno. huijia, cheer up okay?  these domo girls want you to, too. i am hungry and waiting for dinner. i got bored and i am doing a post out of boredom. i am bored to ashes. effective collision and then i found Millia Rage in my folders. she's one of my favourite characters in Guilty Gear. since i said "one of my" it means that there are more characters that i really like from that game.  something happened in school and although it's total bullshit, i'm not allowing it to suck on the rest of my day. i got a sore throat again (oops KFC) and flu + cough as additional toppings with no charge at all. that reminds me of the talk about drugs and inhalants during assembly yesterday. the presenter was telling the school about the consequences if you are caught consuming / inhaling / trafficking drugs / have drugs or inhalants in possession. then he said "accompanied with 10 strokes of cane" or something similar. haiya. it sounded as if he was promoting a package in the rehab centre. or jail. i can't recall but a-n-y-w-a-y-s: there's an IT fair at Suntec and i'm going but i can't get a gaming pc due to insufficient funds on myself and i don't wanna play any games until my o levels are over so i am sad and i am also.. sad? sigh. i'm going for the Film, Sound & Video course in NP. i saw it on their school mag and read the description and everything on that page and i'm really interested and i like what i read. it's 11 points but it'll be okay if i work my ass off this year. and i am. which means to say my butt will be blunt by the end of 2009. pretend that you never read anything past "which means to say". i guess that's about (sh)it. bye. this bear watched the cloud beside it as it shitted stars while smiling at 5:08 PM.Saturday, March 7, 2009
i need new speakers. •
  haha, kathleen's favourite. TOTOROURK. BUT I CAN'T*. i am too lazy to backspace anything. i finished my math homework but i haven't started on my f&n coursework and even though it's raining the room feels friggin stuffy. i was joking about the "i am too lazy to backspace anything" part because i just backspaced a typo to correct it. my aunt and uncle are coming over for lunch tomorrow. i am making jelly for dessert. and maybe i'll make some meat croquettes too. i miss eating fried stuff and my sorethroat and my cough disappeared. i love croquettes. i feel bored. even though i have homework to do and coursework amendments to make, i feel bored. i wonder why the topic for this year's o level f&n coursework is about preparing meals for children in day nurseries. it's not a bad topic, but i don't have any little cousins, nieces or nephews. it is a bad topic for me. i bought a book. a book called "a million little pieces". it is a painful story by James Frey. even though i'm not even half-way through, it is a good book. i like Soulscar. i found the band by accident when i was looking up for Liar Game OSTs for my blog player and i couldn't find what i was looking for but i found a song entitled Liar's Game by Soulscar. so i listened to it and i liked it and i searched for more of their songs. they are awesome. so i put them up on my blog player. i had a dream last night but i can't remember what it's about. i can't remember whether it was pleasant or foul. i can't remember who was in it, and where it took place in, but i know i was in it. i remember that in the dream there was no dialogue. it was a weird dream. if you haven't and if you like sci-fi, you should watch Bounen no Xamdou. my friend told me that it kicks ass and i watched the first episode and i love it and i got my ass kicked. i like the drawings. i like the characters. i like both the opening and ending themes. i like the voices. the thunder and rain stopped. this bear watched the cloud beside it as it shitted stars while smiling at 3:22 PM.Thursday, March 5, 2009
you should just blast your brains away. they only make your head weigh more, and the karung guni will not even consider. •
so give up :phttp://www.livescience.com/strangenews/090219-recession-sharks.html read it, i don't see a link. (uh no pun intended)
this bear watched the cloud beside it as it shitted stars while smiling at 5:04 PM. |
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